Ibahagi ang aking puso

Ngayon ay nais kong ibahagi sa inyo ang aking puso tungkol sa ilang mga paghihirap na aking naranasan na itinuro sa akin ng Panginoon. Nakikita mo ang sinasabi ng salita ng Diyos na “Ngunit may laban ako sa iyo na iyong tinalikuran ang iyong unang pag-ibig.” R2:4

Sa buhay, dapat tayong maging maingat sa kung paano natin ginagawa ang ating sarili, ang mga bagay na ginugugol natin sa ating oras. Kung ano ang ating pinagtutuunan ng pansin. Masyado akong nakatuon sa aking timbang, at ginagawa ko ang mga talagang nakakapagod na ehersisyong ito na nag-iiwan sa akin ng sobrang pagod na mahirap mag-focus sa intimacy sa aking unang pag-ibig. Sino ang first love ko? Sino ang ating unang pag-ibig? Ang Panginoon ang naging aking Asawa sa Langit. Kung hindi mo maintindihan ay maaari mong basahin ang tungkol sa unang pag-ibig dito. https://pag-asa.org/pagibigsawakas/

So ladies let me confess to you matagal na itong nangyayari, alam mo ba deep inside you feel this warning but you don’t take notice of it. Ang aking Heavenly Husband ang nagsasabi sa akin na hindi ko Siya binibigyan ng sapat na oras, binibigyan ko Siya ng latak, ang kaunting tirang kape na natitira sa iyong tasa.

Kung sa totoo lang MAS kailangan ko Siya! Kaya’t dinala Niya ako sa isang araw ng pag-aayuno na tiyak na hindi ang aking huling pag-aayuno. Pinangunahan niya akong magbasa ng isang Awit na talagang buod ng aking nararamdaman, ito ay nagsasalita tungkol sa pagtatapat at hindi pagtatago ng iyong kasalanan at sinasabi nito na pinatatawad ng Panginoon ang pagkakasala ng ating mga kasalanan.

Napakaganda ng ending dahil sinasabi nito na marami ang mga kaabalahan ng masama, ngunit ang walang-hanggang pagmamahal ng Panginoon ay pumapalibot sa taong nagtitiwala sa Kanya.

At pagkatapos ay nagwawakas pa ng higit na kamangha-mangha \o/ Magalak kayo sa Panginoon at magalak kayong mga matuwid, umawit kayong lahat na matuwid sa puso. Pagkatapos ng maraming pagluha at pagkumpisal naramdaman ko ang kapayapaan ngayon ay magsasaya ako at aawitin ang Kanyang mga papuri!!!

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm%2032&version=NIV;KJV;AMP

Today I would like to share my heart with you about some struggles I have been having that the Lord pointed out to me. You see God’s word says that “But I have against you that you have abandoned your first love.” R2:4

In life we must be very careful about how we conduct ourselves, the things we spend our time on. What we focus on. I have been too focused on my weight, and I have been doing these really physically draining workouts that leave me so tired that it’s hard to focus on the intimacy with my first love. Who is my first love? Who is our first love? It is the Lord who became my Heavenly Husband. If you don’t understand you can read about it here. https://loveatlast.org/his-bride/

So ladies let me confess to you that this has been going on for a long time, do you know that deep inside you feel this warning but you don’t take notice of it. It was my Heavenly Husband telling me that I was not giving Him enough of my time, I was giving Him the dregs, that bit of leftover bit of coffee left over in your cup.

When in actual fact I needed Him so much MORE! So He has led me to a day of fasting which most definitely won’t be my last fast. He led me to read a Psalm which really summed up how I was feeling, it speaks about confessing and not hiding your sin and it says that the Lord forgives the guilt of our sins.

The ending is just so beautiful because it says that many are the woes of the wicked, but the Lords unfailing love surrounds the man who trusts in Him.

And then it ends of even more wonderfully \o/ Rejoice in the Lord and be glad you righteous, sing all you who are upright in heart. After many tears cried and confession I feel at peace. Now I am going to rejoice and sing His praises!!!

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm%2032&version=NIV;KJV;AMP